WARNING: The following post contains nudity and mature subject matter.

I'm not sure what's so sexy about Hentai. It's cartoons: the people have saucepan eyes and bulbous breasts; disproportionate arms and legs; and the dialogue (incl. dub and subtitles) is usually laughably transparent and flat. That's just the basics. Last night, I watched Hardcore Hospital, which started with a Special Nurse fucking a fat bald guy using this medicine that makes their private parts super sensitive. Fat bald guy aside, it's a pretty hot scene because the Nurse is wearing a cute pink nurse's outfit and it's fun to see her boobs pop out of the over-tight top like when you try to squeeze two helium balloons into a bag. But even after the fat bald guy cums, the medicine gives him a second erection and he starts assfucking the poor Nurse who's already done her fair share of work.

Then the plot unfolds where the doctor at the hospital is actually a sadistic assfucker who likes to fuck virgins. Big surprise. He finds a suitable candidate, a sweet, hardworking nurse who now needs to prove herself to be good enough to be a Special Nurse. It basically went downhill from there.

I sat in horror for what could have been anywhere from 15 min. to half an hour during the virgin's Special Nurse training, where she was basically bound and sodomized over and over. She's forced into all kinds of humiliating positions and situations, and where the first scene had been kinda twisted and sexy, this was just depraved. I was in complete shock - couldn't even muster a sarcastic comment to shout to Ryan in the other room. It just kept going and going, and at one point, she even asks the doctor, "So, it's over? Can I go?" And the music has stopped and the doctor even had a small smile on his face hinting that this might really all be over, only to continue with, "Not yet. You've only just begun" And he kept going!

Ryan walks in to find me with the covers pulled over my gaping mouth, eyes wide and glued to the screen. He watches for like two minutes and says, "I can't watch this, can I turn this off?" I only nod.

There is no point to this post. I was just so horrified, I told myself I was going to blog about it. I could talk about how porns like this encourages the kind of sadistic thinking behind rape and sexual harrassment. But I'm also sympathetic to the S&M communities who safely allow people who have these fetishes to exercise them. It's the age old question: Who The Hell Are You To Judge? Just because Special Nurse was screaming doesn't mean she didn't secretly love it. A willing masochist can willingly allow him/herself be sodomized by a willing sadist. Just because I don't like to get assfucked, doesn't mean there aren't girls out there who crave it. Man, just writing this post has made me so confused, I just might watch Hardcore Hospital again tonight to make sure if I'm actually offended, or if I've just been too repressed by North American culture to appreciate such intense erotica.